Thinking about that...

Is not every day that we give attention of what is going on inside of us...well, analysing my case.

I don't consider to have a interesting life. I have to be honest, that my interest in most of the things that I thought to be important to me, that I would consider as passions in life, have lost the full meaning. I guess that I fell in 'the round of the lost' looking for a reason to get up in the morning.

I think that living in a world where we 'can be whatever' we desire to be it is easy to lose the eye in the goal. Dreams change easily and often..(chuckles)...they don't really become true. Sadly is the reality of most lives...and mine it seems to be in the same way. Of course I continue to dream of diferent possibilities in life, and how I could do things differently and how one day I'm going to have a better life. But, in a deeper analysis in my desinteresting life...the hope of a "better life", of doing more for me and enjoy my life in the full is an old idea since my teens, when I got the understnding that every person has the responsibility of making the most of his own story. So what getting wrong in own?...maybe is the system, the illusion that anything is possible if we try hard; maybe is the the bar high raised in high dreams, of the rich and famous...maybe it me our maybe is the world where i'm living got in the wrong way.

Well I guess I'll continue to look forwrd for better days while living each looking for THAT reason to get up of bed in the morning..I guess I will.

See you around